Chemo day… juchhey!??!? I pack food, books, earphones and Christmas cookies for the nurses and off I go. My blood is good and chemo #8is on it’s way!They always order them from a pharmacy across the road and it is only mixed just before I get it. While I wait, I manage to do today’s mediation and then they put the first drip and immediately I feel sooo tired. The cortisone pushes you and it is responsible for the restlessness and sleepless nights, but the painkiller I get first, makes my eyelids really heavy. No reading, no watching movies, but I listen to an audio book and dose off. Having missed two chemos, Prof. Dr. Breidenbach will decide after my check-up in January with Dr. Reiser, if I can skip them or do chemos until February. I have to check Bali‘s volcano anywayClaudia arrives a bit later, so I rest first and only start chatting with her, as the third bag – the chemo itself – mighty Paclitaxel (known as T) runs through my port into my blood vessels. Today they cool my hands and feet while I have the T, though nurse Theis does not really think that it will make a difference. My fingertumbs are really numb now and I don’t like typing, but hey, it is worth a tryAlready in hospital I no longer tasted the NaCl flushing my port on my tongue. They are doing it slower now, but maybe my taste buds have given up on salty!?!? My tongue looksfunny and they tested it and will get the results next week. Claudia leaves before me and shares some licorice – licorice is something that really works for me and I love it! There is the Bärendreck Apotheke, licorice heaven, just a few houses down the street and I send Claudia there, who cannot believe that she has never been there… especially the very pure licorice can help so well with the chemo sickness!As I get up, I am all dizzy and tired and I feel my head is under a huge diving bell…. I am not a high blood pressure candidate anyway ;). I take the taxi home, eat something and sleep like a baby. The kids are at Nina’s again and I am so grateful, as I can peacefully sleep and Mom is here and pampers me – being all dizzy, I am glad I am not alone today . Follow my blog (link in Bio
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Spoilt!That is the only thing I can say! Since I’ve told my friends that I have cancer I’ve been showered with so much love and support and I really do feel totally blessed to have so many people care! I’ve received some very funny and extremely inappropriate cards which I love and so many beautiful gifts of all shapes and sizes and I’ve totally loved all of them, because they have all been from my friends!! The latest gift is the gorgeous bag from all of my work colleagues! One of them that I work with is obsessed with bags and I told her that I’d planned to get one as a little treat when my treatment is over, looks like I better just get myself a new purse and pair of boots to go with it instead!#mystory#feelingthelove#thecambridgesatchelcompany#breastcancer#breastcancerawareness#friends#chemo#cleaneating#checkyourself#checkyourboobies#bringiton#beastmode#ivegotthis#kickingcancersass#fuckcancer
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